Fluttering Dreams: An Contradiction to the Previous Post
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    Friday, October 06, 2006

    An Contradiction to the Previous Post

    I hate to post this up, because it breaks my heart badly to do so.
    All I want to say to you (if you ever read) is that it hurts to see you talk to people with that annoyed tone.
    Not just acquantainces, not just colleagues.
    It hurts even more when you talk to your family with that same annoyed tone.


    And I hate to think that as time goes by, you will eventually speak to me the same way you do.


    Sometimes I feel so worn out I just want to run away.
    But no, I can't bear to. Because there are people close to me who need my strength around, to hold everything together in place. And when I feel weak, I need you around for strength. Not for your insensitivity, not for your words that don't help at all. Not for your words that make me even more hurt.


    Because when that happens, I don't know how to smile anymore.

    ♥ ChrystaL @ 3:10 PM

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